Anyone taking/taken Engineering Physics? Options

[Coomer]

I'm in my first quarter of a year of engineering physics, and I'm always in class every day and paying attention every day, but I just can't grasp the concepts...it all makes sense up on the board when the teacher's doing it, but as soon as I get home and attempt to do the homework, I can't even begin to comprehend what's going on.

I even fully read the textbook chapters and look over all my notes and look up stuff on Google, but at the end of the night I just want to kill myself because I often work for 4-5 hours and get maybe 2 out of 10 problems right. And our homework is online so I face the reality that I'm completely stupid immediately rather than feeling good for the rest of the night and then realizing this fact in class.

Has anyone taken this class? If so, how'd you get through it? Does anyone know of any online resources for learning physics?

I just need to get through it for a couple more weeks, and then I'm changing my major for sure.

[Coomer]

I was hoping to get a degree in computer science, but that's not gonna happen. I'm just not smart enough to get around the physics requirement part of it, so I'm gonna do something else with my life.

Worse than college though, is that my parents will probably kick me outta the house and stuff if I fail this class. And I've already got a 74% with a test coming Tuesday that I'm going to fail for sure(probably 0%), and then a final that will drop my total grade below 60% for sure.

Oh, and the curve is very high...there's this one Korean exchange student(who can hardly speak Enligh...and I have to do a research paper with him) who has at least 98% in the class.