Ever feel like you don't have what it takes? |
Ever feel like you don't have what it takes? |
Apr 24, 2005 - 4:55 PM |
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Enthusiast Joined Dec 21, '03 From Portland, OR Currently Offline Reputation: 0 (0%) |
Ever just feel down, like you're a loser with a wasted life? I'm 20 yrs. old, in college, never got great grades, but always good enough to pass. I've had jobs before, but never have money. I model, but for some reason feel inadequate in comparison. I have a beautiful, wonderful girlfriend that I've never been so happy with, and I don't feel I deserve her. I would do anything for her and for any of my friends, and I've always treated her the best that anyone has ever treated her before. Why is it that I'm scared I'm going to lose her? Why do I feel as though, even though her past boyfriends were asses and ****ed her over, I don't match up? Why is it that I feel that my material things and my lack of organization in life make me inadequate as a human and not fit to date this girl? I'm usually a fairly confident guy, I don't have it all, but I've got it pretty good. Yet realizing this, telling myself this, I am in shambles, and slowly becoming more and more insecure. Anyone have this??? Anyone get over this????
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Apr 24, 2005 - 9:02 PM |
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Enthusiast Joined Sep 12, '03 From Portland , Oregon , United States Currently Offline Reputation: -1 (33%) |
Ah Ace man we just talked about this a while ago, about how I was down and you said some words, I guess its my turn. Yeah life is a bitch sometimes and basicly nothing really works out for me, but I look for the best it things and relize what I have. The grass is always greener on the other side, Ive even talked to people who have acheived alot in there life and they still didnt feel they did enough.
Im glad to hear you have a girlfriend and your treating her right, continue todo the same and as long as she does the same sounds great. I know were not the greatest of friends but you've been there when Ive need help, and you were/might still cut me a killer deal on your car. I know your a good person at heart just remember to tell yourself that. Oh and that model crap, yeah you have to be pretty good looking to be a model, I mean come on look at me.. haha Hit me up if you need help with anything. DTE -------------------- I am a thief.
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