Depressed Options

[BlackCelicaGT94]

I think im depressed. Not to the point to do anything stupid but im just always glum! i feel like Eeyore from Pooh stories! I let so many things decide if im going to be happy - IE Boys! and in my mind im like Dont let that determine how ur going to feel but it seems to overtake me! Ive seen a doc in the past and she perscribed some medicine but my parents were against it since my bro is severly depressed so i guess since my case is mild compared to his that it makes me not a canidate. but i also know that docs do seem to prescribe depression pills at any sign and they pass it out like its candy

I dont know what to do! my feelings are so up and down and maybe it has to do with this stupid only one day of no rain for the past 28 days. And i keep getting sick and maybe this has something to do with it. Wow i probably sound like a nut case! i need to suck this up cuz im getting teary eyed at work!

maybe i guess it would make me feel better to know im not the only one who gets down! Im not looking for sympathy just for some people in my same boat! idk!


Natalie



sidenote - dont get me wrong - its not boys that have me down! its myself in general and money and what not! boys seem to be on top of that list that get me down

This post has been edited by BlackCelicaGT94: Jan 16, 2006 - 2:34 PM

[BlackCelicaGT94]

yeah but my doc asked if i was down enough to kill myself and i said no but ive thought about it but could never follow thru cuz im just going thru stupid crap right now that a typical girl goes thru and then shes like well let me put u on these pill but one downside is that they may make u feel like you could follow thru on killing urself and im like uhh how is that better than the state im in right now?