For all the ppl out there, who live away from their parents Options

[NaderG]

SO ! i am pretty much sick with living at home , i have had it with being bossed around , yelled at , called names and consistently abused and of course no matter what i do to make things better , it never does and i end up being hurt a bit more !
now that i am done with my introduction , i will now tell you what are my current choices for this situation :
1- Stay living here , miserable of course , constantly distracted from school and work by the over sized drama load that is really ridiculous , which will eventually lead me to choice number 3

2- Here where my question is : I am thinking of moving out of here, and get my own life .... i don't have any friends, and i don't know really where to go but i was wondering about the cost of living , specially here in so-cal ... this choice is really not easy .... anyways , i can kind of see my self with this choice , basically working 10X harder , going to school ( college) , i will also be outcasted by the community of people i live in ( Egyptian people ) and still pretty miserable ... eventually choice 3 will start looking good

3- of course the big one , lol .... well , it is really simple , it has something to do with some pills and lots of water , or maybe car exhaust in a unventilated area ...and then everything turns out better.. i think thats enough hints

ya i know i sound like i am whining like a baby , but its really hard( and way too long) to explain what i been going through for the last ...... **** i don't know how long , it feels like forever and it seems like it never going to end ......

i dont know why i am posting this on here , but i dont know anywhere else where i can let this off my chest , specially that no one really knows who i am on here ....

This post has been edited by NaderG: Oct 24, 2007 - 10:24 PM

[SlickRick]

Hey Nader just come hangout with me and X (xs94st) we are all from the same area. I am in riverside all the time i am right off Mission. speaking of hanging out u gonna go to the chino hills meet this weekend? X u still trying to come?