I'm done with work,, but I still have to sit here until my shift is over. Options

[MaskedMan]

Alright, well I'm sitting here are work practically bored to death. Nobody is talking to me on aim, and practically every site in the company's network is blocked. So no myspace, no games, no youtube, nothing. Rather disappointing I must say. I have about 30 minutes left before I depart this wonderful place I call work, so I thought I would spend some time and post a completely useless thread. What should I rant about though? Hmm well, I've been doing some thinking about life, and it seems like everything is working out rather well, but there are still some rough edges that need to be worked out. All in all, I am able to say that I am happy with life. Sometimes, I forget where I'm going, and what my dreams are, but I'm quickly reminded of my goals with the support of my girlfriend. I have no idea what I would do without her sometimes. I realize that my goals are just getting started and I'm really working hard to achieve every single one of them, but it's going to be awhile before I will be able to do that. There is a lot more schooling in my future. But, things are going to work out in the end, they always do . So for now, all I can do is take life one step at a time.

[celicaST]

hahaha that was pretty good

ahhh you deleted it

This post has been edited by celicaST: Dec 17, 2007 - 1:19 AM

[MaskedMan]

hahaha that was pretty good

ahhh you deleted it

Haha sorry man. Oh but what you said earlier about depending on other people for my own happiness has finally hit me today. Like a train, i was walking back to my car and BAM! I was like wow... I do rely on other people...hmmm. But admiting I have a problem is the first step to recovery right? Haha. I really didn't think I relied on other people, but I do. I don't really exspect them to make me happy per say, but when my friends are sad or upset, it brings me down to. So i guess i rely on other people being happy, to make me happy.

Another thing that hit me today is how important school is. I used to think, I can get into any job just by talking to the right people (and yeah it's possible). But to really know a job, I need to go to school. I need to make a background for myself and learn everything there is to know. I can't do a good job if i don't know what i'm talking about. And I look back at the past two years and I realize all the great stuff I've learned from school which I didn't know in the past. People come to me all the time and ask me questions which i didn't know the answer to before, and it's just amazing how much i've absorbed and grown.

Ok that was too much seriousness for one post. How come it seems like there are never any 6gc meets in the middle of the US? It seems like the middle of something would be the most convienient spot for all 6gc members to meet at. I say we host a SUPER country wide 6gc meet! And finally bring West Coast 6gc and East Coast 6gc together! Hahaha yeah, i know it will never happen, but it would be wicked!